Frustrated.

Didn't really want my first blog post in over a week to be another vent session, but it's better than running my car off a bridge. I am Emily Ann Lanzillotta. I'm smart, not brilliant, but there's a good head on those shoulders. So can someone please tell me why I so absent minded. I would like to add up the costs of my shenanigans, say what it is on a yearly basis. I would estimate about $1000, not kidding. I am even on ADD meds..nothing. Can someone please help me? Is there a cure? Anything?? What can I do to stop being silly, and lost, and stop making poor choice that cause pain/cost me money. I am completely open to ideas. Just help me before I am the source of my own demise!